I have a good mind to block all those idiots that keep flodding my inbox with all this crap - have a gander at some of these subjects:
"forward to 10 ppl or u r sick!"
"love, love"
"find the one you love"
"Join Multiply"
"I want to HIVE with you"
"love test"
"what a girl wants"
"how well do you know me"
People, the list sadly goes on. Anybody who knows my personality knows that I couldn't give a rats ass about all those things in the subject line. I just delete. I swear that the next time I receive one of those emails, I am going to send a reply message with so many obscenities that it'll make a sailor blush!
I tell you, These pests just don't learn! I talk to them gently with a cheery smile "Please don't send me those emails, they sort of take alot of time to go through and I really don't care for things relating to those topics. Please don't send me anymore" but no, they want me to bring out the beast! the want me to come up in their face and start screamin an' shit!
They'll get it... oooh, revenge shall be as sweet as sunshine...
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Saturday, October 15, 2005
For I am Bored and Furious
Well folks, it's yet another Saturday night and the above picture is where I am at the moment. You know my sis was telling me that she had a lot more fun in her teenage years than me, and even though I denied it at the time, it truly pains me to say that she was right.
It's a fucking Friday night people and this is where I am! Not at a friend's house, not at some lime, not at some party, not standing in front of move towne with my friends and gawking at ass, but I'm home, in my boxers, wearing a jersey which is making me feel very warm, in front of a hot LCD monitor chatting on MSN and writing in my blog. It's funny how things turn out for me - it's fuckin' hilarious.
I definitely have to stop this self-destructive way of life. I mean, yeah I go out and act like a 12-ton mackerel at parties, but that's how often? Right now my partner in crime is at a birthday party for some girl and I'm jealous beyond belief.
I am making a stern promise to myself -
I, Kevin Sheppard, will stop depending on my mom to drop me and pick me up at parties - I will find my way to and maybe from.
I will go to a party whenever one is available
I will work on getting back my "Bishops Hoe" status
I will get familiar with the class of 5C at Bishops
I shall be on the "must have" list for limes and not just the "party animals" list.
I will make my sister EAT HER WORDS!!!!
Friday, October 14, 2005
Another Week (not as bad as morning breath)
Well it's been another week in the life of a Diego Martian named Kevin. This week, I have to admit was not that bad.
Aside from the frequent examinations that we got as the teachers scrambled to get our marks in for mid-term, this past week has been sprinkled with a lot of "monkey shine" moments - some being a little more major than others.
For one thing, I spent A LOT of time with my dad. You know how long I haven't seen him?! it's good to have him back and providing alot of manly advice and discussing manly issues, unlike that "Lifetime lessons" crap my moms keeps feeding me whenever I had a problem with girls and whatnot. Among other things my father and I discussed were:
1. Micro technology and how it's changed from "macro technology"
2. Space travel and why only sick, retarded people want to got o the moon
3. Modern PC technology and how it changed since our windows 3.X machine
4. Atomic physics and why I can't seem to understand it fully. (I do now)
4. Girls and how to handle many of life's common predicaments.
At school was a more laid back scene though. We mostly discussed partying and how much we attempted to start studying for CXC. That brings me to another side point. Whenever you see me DO NOT ASK ME WHAT I THINK MY CXC RESULTS WILL BE LIKE. IT IS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS!!!!
Moving on...
I recently got introduced to some family and I went to a lime of theirs on Saturday - it was goooood!!! Met a few new ppl there. Some I remember and speak to alot more than others. Not because they're annoying or anything, but because none of the other fellas could pull of looking that good in a short skirt like the other gir who was there. When I get a proper pic of her i'll show you what I mean.
There were many other events that happened during the week, some I can't remember right now which means that I should update this thign a little more often. Oh well... Monday is the start of another week closer to CXC and another day less that i'll have to wait for that birthday thing on Saturday.
Aside from the frequent examinations that we got as the teachers scrambled to get our marks in for mid-term, this past week has been sprinkled with a lot of "monkey shine" moments - some being a little more major than others.
For one thing, I spent A LOT of time with my dad. You know how long I haven't seen him?! it's good to have him back and providing alot of manly advice and discussing manly issues, unlike that "Lifetime lessons" crap my moms keeps feeding me whenever I had a problem with girls and whatnot. Among other things my father and I discussed were:
1. Micro technology and how it's changed from "macro technology"
2. Space travel and why only sick, retarded people want to got o the moon
3. Modern PC technology and how it changed since our windows 3.X machine
4. Atomic physics and why I can't seem to understand it fully. (I do now)
4. Girls and how to handle many of life's common predicaments.
At school was a more laid back scene though. We mostly discussed partying and how much we attempted to start studying for CXC. That brings me to another side point. Whenever you see me DO NOT ASK ME WHAT I THINK MY CXC RESULTS WILL BE LIKE. IT IS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS!!!!
Moving on...
I recently got introduced to some family and I went to a lime of theirs on Saturday - it was goooood!!! Met a few new ppl there. Some I remember and speak to alot more than others. Not because they're annoying or anything, but because none of the other fellas could pull of looking that good in a short skirt like the other gir who was there. When I get a proper pic of her i'll show you what I mean.
There were many other events that happened during the week, some I can't remember right now which means that I should update this thign a little more often. Oh well... Monday is the start of another week closer to CXC and another day less that i'll have to wait for that birthday thing on Saturday.
Friday, October 07, 2005
A Day @ Home
This morning as i got up, I gazed upon some figures that I have not seen while lying in bed since the golden days of summer - 9:32 A.M. I was excused from school today due to an absent mother and a rediculously crowded taxi satnd.
But fear not, for the day was not wasted. I spend a substancial amount of time hacking away at atomic physics. Yes, the grizzly beast of atomic structure and nuclear fission/fusion was tamed by my superior intellect and a healthy serving of Supligen and boiled eggs. Along my difficult stay-at-home journey I was graced by text messages from numerous females including the previously mentioned "Katie".
As I sat in front of my computer during my free time, I researched phones of all shapes and sizes until I found the one I wanted, and then i relaized... "I can't afford this shit!". After that frustrating disappointment, I went on to look at other things that have been tickling my curiousity for the longest while:
- Paris Hilton video (What was so great about it?)
- Gamespy Emails (What do they have to tell me that's so important that they
have to email me every day?)
- Attack of The Show Emails (Same as above)
- X360 or PS3?
- Is anybody else out there complaining that maintaining a gaming pc is too expensive?
- GTA4 (Any new info.?)
- X '05 Event (I feel to curl up and cry because I just found out that I missed out alot of X360 coverage)
Oh and another thing 56K bites hard ass! Can you believe that I had to make it a PERSONAL F*ING PROJECT to view some SCREENSHOTS from Gamespy??????????!!!!!! It's rediculous! I can't even venture to the fleshy part of the internet to view the fruits of Adobe and the oh, so humorous video that the X-Play team puts forth. It makes me want to cry. Get DSL!!
But fear not, for the day was not wasted. I spend a substancial amount of time hacking away at atomic physics. Yes, the grizzly beast of atomic structure and nuclear fission/fusion was tamed by my superior intellect and a healthy serving of Supligen and boiled eggs. Along my difficult stay-at-home journey I was graced by text messages from numerous females including the previously mentioned "Katie".
As I sat in front of my computer during my free time, I researched phones of all shapes and sizes until I found the one I wanted, and then i relaized... "I can't afford this shit!". After that frustrating disappointment, I went on to look at other things that have been tickling my curiousity for the longest while:
- Paris Hilton video (What was so great about it?)
- Gamespy Emails (What do they have to tell me that's so important that they
have to email me every day?)
- Attack of The Show Emails (Same as above)
- X360 or PS3?
- Is anybody else out there complaining that maintaining a gaming pc is too expensive?
- GTA4 (Any new info.?)
- X '05 Event (I feel to curl up and cry because I just found out that I missed out alot of X360 coverage)
Oh and another thing 56K bites hard ass! Can you believe that I had to make it a PERSONAL F*ING PROJECT to view some SCREENSHOTS from Gamespy??????????!!!!!! It's rediculous! I can't even venture to the fleshy part of the internet to view the fruits of Adobe and the oh, so humorous video that the X-Play team puts forth. It makes me want to cry. Get DSL!!
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Scary-Ass Movies
Has anybody out there seen "the Exorcism of Emily Rose"? If you haven't, I suggest you don't go and see it. Certain parts of that movie will stick with you and torture you for quite a while, it really isn't funny!
It turns out that she was posessed by not one demon, but 5 + the devil himself! Also, I learned that "Nero" isn't just a name pulled out of a hat given to the burning program - it's some possesed being in the Bible. I think that I should uninstall it now.
I'm not a supersticious person, and anybody who knows me knows that I am a level-headed type of person who doesn't believe in "duens" and such, but when this movie comes out on DVD, don't rent it, don't borrow it, don't watch it in your homes - movies like that invite dark supernatural beings and forces into your homes. I DO NOT RECOMMEND WATCHING THIS MOVIE AT HOME!
If you can sleep well at night without feeling something (a presence) in the same room with you and you would like to continue to do so, then heed my words!
It turns out that she was posessed by not one demon, but 5 + the devil himself! Also, I learned that "Nero" isn't just a name pulled out of a hat given to the burning program - it's some possesed being in the Bible. I think that I should uninstall it now.
I'm not a supersticious person, and anybody who knows me knows that I am a level-headed type of person who doesn't believe in "duens" and such, but when this movie comes out on DVD, don't rent it, don't borrow it, don't watch it in your homes - movies like that invite dark supernatural beings and forces into your homes. I DO NOT RECOMMEND WATCHING THIS MOVIE AT HOME!
If you can sleep well at night without feeling something (a presence) in the same room with you and you would like to continue to do so, then heed my words!
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Shopping With My Moms
As I was sitting in front of my computer waiting for Monday to come, I received an invitation to go shopping fro groceries with my mom. While I was at this grocery (PriceSmart), I realised something - people are completely fucking retarded!
How could you watch a 2 ton shopping cart filled with food and toiletries cruising at about 20MPH and walk right into it? Do you know how many times I had to stop and lift up the cart and move it out of some asshole's way? I tell you, ppl would rather have their toes flattened than to simply move aside.
Is the perverse and mentally retarded reality called Liberty City coming to life down here? I certainly hope not!!
this entry was not all that substancial, but at the same time, it's an entry that got something off my chest - so there!
How could you watch a 2 ton shopping cart filled with food and toiletries cruising at about 20MPH and walk right into it? Do you know how many times I had to stop and lift up the cart and move it out of some asshole's way? I tell you, ppl would rather have their toes flattened than to simply move aside.
Is the perverse and mentally retarded reality called Liberty City coming to life down here? I certainly hope not!!
this entry was not all that substancial, but at the same time, it's an entry that got something off my chest - so there!
Shopping With My Moms
As I was sitting in front of my computer waiting for Monday to come, I received an invitation to go shopping fro groceries with my mom. While I was at this grocery (PriceSmart), I realised something - people are completely fucking retarded!
How could you watch a 2 ton shopping cart filled with food and toiletries cruising at about 20MPH and walk right into it? Do you know how many times I had to stop and lift up the cart and move it out of some asshole's way? I tell you, ppl would rather have their toes flattened than to simply move aside.
Is the perverse and mentally retarded reality called Liberty City coming to life down here? I certainly hope not!!
this entry was not all that substancial, but at the same time, it's an entry that got something off my chest - so there!
How could you watch a 2 ton shopping cart filled with food and toiletries cruising at about 20MPH and walk right into it? Do you know how many times I had to stop and lift up the cart and move it out of some asshole's way? I tell you, ppl would rather have their toes flattened than to simply move aside.
Is the perverse and mentally retarded reality called Liberty City coming to life down here? I certainly hope not!!
this entry was not all that substancial, but at the same time, it's an entry that got something off my chest - so there!
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Back to School
The title of this post should not be back to "School", it should be "Back to the Smoking Hole of Torture". All of a sudden, the school tries to kill me. As soon as I step through the door to my new classroom, i'm greeted with generally disgruntled teachers and a wicked onslought of assignments.
My big CXC exam is right around the corner - literally, I can hear the thing laughing as it waits to jump out and rape me! For all you foreigners out there, CXC is an exam set up by dumb-ass caribbean folks. If you fail, you don't get a job. That's it in a nutshell.
But anyways, on a half dim note, it's intercol season again and the school spirit is rushing through my veins... or is that Feroglobin? Anyways, after a stirring speech and a loud wailing of the school chant headed by this guy, we all proceeded to the stadium to what I thought would be a losing battle. We won by the way! GO Q.R.C.!!!
Overall, my week was stressful and shitty. People refuse to get started shooting the movie (no fault of theirs though) and we hardly have time to work on the new album, plus I have Knights on a blood-clot Friday evening and a stinkin' Saturday mornin. My week was so stressful that I hardly had time to organise my room. Here's a peek at my dresser.
Lookin forward to next week!
My big CXC exam is right around the corner - literally, I can hear the thing laughing as it waits to jump out and rape me! For all you foreigners out there, CXC is an exam set up by dumb-ass caribbean folks. If you fail, you don't get a job. That's it in a nutshell.
But anyways, on a half dim note, it's intercol season again and the school spirit is rushing through my veins... or is that Feroglobin? Anyways, after a stirring speech and a loud wailing of the school chant headed by this guy, we all proceeded to the stadium to what I thought would be a losing battle. We won by the way! GO Q.R.C.!!!
Overall, my week was stressful and shitty. People refuse to get started shooting the movie (no fault of theirs though) and we hardly have time to work on the new album, plus I have Knights on a blood-clot Friday evening and a stinkin' Saturday mornin. My week was so stressful that I hardly had time to organise my room. Here's a peek at my dresser.
Lookin forward to next week!
Friday, September 02, 2005
Things Lookin' Up
Well it's been eventful since my last post. Alot of emotional turnarounds and stuff happening. I finally got the camera after so long. I'm satisfied with what I got, it's an excellent camera but I sort of feel bad about how I nagged my mom to get it. I really did put alot of pressure on her for a $2000 gadget.
I didn't feel it so much when we were purchasing it, I more felt that way when we were driving home. She looked sort of "down" for the whole trip. Was it because of some personal trouble she's having? Or was it because of the sacrifices that went unappreciated to get the 2G's to pay for the cam? I fell like shit right about now. The most I could do at this point is treat her witht he love and respect that she deserves, and try to do well in my CXC exams next year so that I can get a good job and pitch in witht he financial help-out.
Another thing is that the camera can do some pretty decent video - the audio's kinda soft though but i'll find a workaround.
The website is doing pretty well, we've reached the 300 post thresh hold - pretty impressive huh?
Overall, I can't complain about things in my life right about now, and for that I thank the Lord.
This is me.
I didn't feel it so much when we were purchasing it, I more felt that way when we were driving home. She looked sort of "down" for the whole trip. Was it because of some personal trouble she's having? Or was it because of the sacrifices that went unappreciated to get the 2G's to pay for the cam? I fell like shit right about now. The most I could do at this point is treat her witht he love and respect that she deserves, and try to do well in my CXC exams next year so that I can get a good job and pitch in witht he financial help-out.
Another thing is that the camera can do some pretty decent video - the audio's kinda soft though but i'll find a workaround.
The website is doing pretty well, we've reached the 300 post thresh hold - pretty impressive huh?
Overall, I can't complain about things in my life right about now, and for that I thank the Lord.
This is me.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Brighter Side of the Motherboard
Well, I haven't gotten that camera just yet, gimme about 12-13 more hours and it shall soon be mine and my unlimited stream of appauling content shall flood the internet! HaHa. The camera in quesion is the Dimage Xt, nice little camera, they say it's the "smallest digital camera in the world" I highly doubt it though. I gotta feel this thing first.
Anyways, here's what's been going on with me lately:
- Went to my mother's office recently and tried to look directly through the holes in her perforated CRT case
- Tried out some amazing freeware apps on the internet including GIMP, WInamp, Quicktime 7, and the new Google Talk. I swear that in a few years, Google is going to make a new OS, kinda like Linux.
- Currently writing a digital camera buyers guide so that those professional reviewers on the internet don't frustrate newbies like they frustrated me
- Watching my Principles Of Business SBA and my Math and Physics summer assignment and grinding my teeth. i'll get around to it eventually. hopefully before Thursday.
- Downloaded some slows from Nazareth (Love Hurts), Micheal bolton, Celine Dion, Lucida Di Larmemoor and Peter Gabriel. Not that i'm gay, but I was just in that mood today.
- Realised that 56K internet bites ass
- Contemplating writing a review for GIMP. I tell you this thing is amazing! And the best part is it's free! lemme tell you about it.
I needed to edit some pics today so I tried to download Photoshop 7 - 167MB (12hrs on a 56K), Photoshop CS2 (365MB - 2 Days on a 56K), Photoshop Elements 2.0 (68MB - 5hrs on a 56K). I got frustrated so I scowered the internet for "Free Photoshop Alternatives ". I came accross GIMP in Cat's Clicks, a segment from the TechTV classic, Call For Help. I trusted Cat's reviews and seeing that GIMP was a download I cancelled so many times before, I decided to finally let it run through. When I downloaded it, it told me that I needed GTK or something. I was about to uninstall it because those addon packs are usually where it burns the bandwith, but being so desparate, I downloaded it anyway (only 3MB byt he way). I started up GIMP and ever since then, I haven't been able to close it down.
The program is amazing, offering nearly all of the things you can do in Photoshop, for free! I would recommend GIMP to anybody and I would advise that you people living in the states donate to the guys who developed it. Buy a T-Shirt or something. I can't because of my age and location and financial limitations.
::Musical Interlude::
I don't know what more you want for free
But this app gets the 5 stars outta me
No Photoshop, Paint Shop or a fee
it's the one and only G-I-M-P!
::Boy was that embarassing::
Anyways, here's what's been going on with me lately:
- Went to my mother's office recently and tried to look directly through the holes in her perforated CRT case
- Tried out some amazing freeware apps on the internet including GIMP, WInamp, Quicktime 7, and the new Google Talk. I swear that in a few years, Google is going to make a new OS, kinda like Linux.
- Currently writing a digital camera buyers guide so that those professional reviewers on the internet don't frustrate newbies like they frustrated me
- Watching my Principles Of Business SBA and my Math and Physics summer assignment and grinding my teeth. i'll get around to it eventually. hopefully before Thursday.
- Downloaded some slows from Nazareth (Love Hurts), Micheal bolton, Celine Dion, Lucida Di Larmemoor and Peter Gabriel. Not that i'm gay, but I was just in that mood today.
- Realised that 56K internet bites ass
- Contemplating writing a review for GIMP. I tell you this thing is amazing! And the best part is it's free! lemme tell you about it.
I needed to edit some pics today so I tried to download Photoshop 7 - 167MB (12hrs on a 56K), Photoshop CS2 (365MB - 2 Days on a 56K), Photoshop Elements 2.0 (68MB - 5hrs on a 56K). I got frustrated so I scowered the internet for "Free Photoshop Alternatives ". I came accross GIMP in Cat's Clicks, a segment from the TechTV classic, Call For Help. I trusted Cat's reviews and seeing that GIMP was a download I cancelled so many times before, I decided to finally let it run through. When I downloaded it, it told me that I needed GTK or something. I was about to uninstall it because those addon packs are usually where it burns the bandwith, but being so desparate, I downloaded it anyway (only 3MB byt he way). I started up GIMP and ever since then, I haven't been able to close it down.
The program is amazing, offering nearly all of the things you can do in Photoshop, for free! I would recommend GIMP to anybody and I would advise that you people living in the states donate to the guys who developed it. Buy a T-Shirt or something. I can't because of my age and location and financial limitations.
::Musical Interlude::
I don't know what more you want for free
But this app gets the 5 stars outta me
No Photoshop, Paint Shop or a fee
it's the one and only G-I-M-P!
::Boy was that embarassing::
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Money, Money, Money Troubles
Getting into the whole computer/technology scene is a decision that should only be made by the rich and famous. video card this, RAM that, CPU here, megapixels there - it all comes flying at you in a blob of temptation.
All this would have been OK if I hade some serious paper to back me up but as it is, I'm 16, unemployed, living at home with my mother and have an allowance of $0 (except when I need to go out). I certainly can't afford a $600 US graphics card or a $700 US camcorder, I want the epople at nVidia or at Sony to give me a break, be willing to incur a loss for me. I say that they give me the latest and the best products that they have out now for a nominal fee (around $10 US). A bit rediculous, but that's just how bad I want these things.
My eyes fill with water as I see the requirements for gaming on the PC next year. It's going to blow a hole in my pocket. Not to mention the PS3, WOW! I'm not even going to ask my mother for the bread, she has it hard already. My best bet is to get a job next year and invest the salary in the things I want the most.
If it's one thing i've been asking God for lately, besides good health and strength, is to win some contest like the Digital Digs sweepstakes thing, or a $10 000 prize or something. I will immediately fall to my knees and praise Him, then I would make my way to Newegg to buy my heart's desire.
But until that miracle happens, i'm going to sit back and enjoy the blessings that he's bestowed upon me.
All this would have been OK if I hade some serious paper to back me up but as it is, I'm 16, unemployed, living at home with my mother and have an allowance of $0 (except when I need to go out). I certainly can't afford a $600 US graphics card or a $700 US camcorder, I want the epople at nVidia or at Sony to give me a break, be willing to incur a loss for me. I say that they give me the latest and the best products that they have out now for a nominal fee (around $10 US). A bit rediculous, but that's just how bad I want these things.
My eyes fill with water as I see the requirements for gaming on the PC next year. It's going to blow a hole in my pocket. Not to mention the PS3, WOW! I'm not even going to ask my mother for the bread, she has it hard already. My best bet is to get a job next year and invest the salary in the things I want the most.
If it's one thing i've been asking God for lately, besides good health and strength, is to win some contest like the Digital Digs sweepstakes thing, or a $10 000 prize or something. I will immediately fall to my knees and praise Him, then I would make my way to Newegg to buy my heart's desire.
But until that miracle happens, i'm going to sit back and enjoy the blessings that he's bestowed upon me.
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Settling Down at 16
If the title was enough to make you read this entry, then you and I are on the same train of thought (or are we?) Anyway, the title of this entry is the opinion of one of my friends. See, he's got this girl, a nice braud, I would bang her (just kidding) and the two of them, I have to admit, they're a nice couple. They both admit being in love with each other. That I could understand. Here's where they took it too far:
Oh, this is the blog entry and a comment I made: Welcome to my world
He said that he wants to "settle down" with this one. I immediately went into "protect best fiend from making stupid decisions" mode. Now correct me if i'm wrong, but isn't it a little too soon to be "settling down" with somebody? Obviously he's been brainwashed by Boy Meets World. Love I could handle, but settling down?! Come on man!
I really did try to desuade him, I did, but he won't hear it. He goes on to tell me about how he heard voices telling him to continue his way of thinking, and how people of Israel lived with 13 wives for hundreds of years and shit like that. I understand that love's playing tricks with his minds. The love bug that bit him was probably the size of my aunt CT's ass, had sharp teeth and fangs that injected ferromones directly into your brain.
This guy's my real homie, my brother and I don't mean to dis him like that, but the nigga's crazy. Just because you got over a few obstacles in a relationship, that doesn't mean that they're the one for you, your soulmate. It simply means that you two are mature thinking people who can work out differences without calling each other names and running to tell mommy.
I've been in love before, take Kesha for example. I loved that girl, we had our arguments, we both thought that it would last forever until one day feelings changed, she dumped me for no reason, actually she gave a reason but I was too busy watching X-Play to listen, anyway, that just goes to show how life is funny.
He won't see it that way though, I understand what he's going through, so here's the metaphor for what i'm going to do.
I'm going to take a car with him in it and drive at 200Km/h in the wrong lane, I'll let him hold the wheel with what little driving experience he knows and watch him collide with an oncoming MACK truck, and right before the collision, i'll pull his astral self from out of the car and let him watch himself fly through the windshield and grate his face up on this rough road of life. Then i'll turn to him and say, "I told you so."
Oh, this is the blog entry and a comment I made: Welcome to my world
He said that he wants to "settle down" with this one. I immediately went into "protect best fiend from making stupid decisions" mode. Now correct me if i'm wrong, but isn't it a little too soon to be "settling down" with somebody? Obviously he's been brainwashed by Boy Meets World. Love I could handle, but settling down?! Come on man!
I really did try to desuade him, I did, but he won't hear it. He goes on to tell me about how he heard voices telling him to continue his way of thinking, and how people of Israel lived with 13 wives for hundreds of years and shit like that. I understand that love's playing tricks with his minds. The love bug that bit him was probably the size of my aunt CT's ass, had sharp teeth and fangs that injected ferromones directly into your brain.
This guy's my real homie, my brother and I don't mean to dis him like that, but the nigga's crazy. Just because you got over a few obstacles in a relationship, that doesn't mean that they're the one for you, your soulmate. It simply means that you two are mature thinking people who can work out differences without calling each other names and running to tell mommy.
I've been in love before, take Kesha for example. I loved that girl, we had our arguments, we both thought that it would last forever until one day feelings changed, she dumped me for no reason, actually she gave a reason but I was too busy watching X-Play to listen, anyway, that just goes to show how life is funny.
He won't see it that way though, I understand what he's going through, so here's the metaphor for what i'm going to do.
I'm going to take a car with him in it and drive at 200Km/h in the wrong lane, I'll let him hold the wheel with what little driving experience he knows and watch him collide with an oncoming MACK truck, and right before the collision, i'll pull his astral self from out of the car and let him watch himself fly through the windshield and grate his face up on this rough road of life. Then i'll turn to him and say, "I told you so."
Friday, August 19, 2005
What Adam wears????
what.adam.sessler.wore You tell me that i'm a TechTV freak? This person went through all the trouble of getting a TV tuner, extracting images and posting it to their site. Images of what you ask? IMAGES OF WHAT SESSLER WEARS EVERYDAY!!!
People, this is sad, but I understand the mind of a bleeding heart TechTV fan.
People, this is sad, but I understand the mind of a bleeding heart TechTV fan.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Possible Turnaround?
In my life, things have NEVER seemed to go my way. Somehow everytime I plan something, some twisted turn of events occour and blow everything to shit. I don't know, is it a curse? Is it written somewhere that Kevin Sheppard must never have what he wants, no matter how small?
Take for example my mom. I love her to death, God knows I do, but lately it's been getting very hard to saw that sentence. She always promises things she can't deliver. Ever since I was a little boy, she would promise certain things that I know she just won't do or get for me. Even till today this remains the case, but it's getting worse. I dosen't help that my father isn't around to lend a helping hand when needed. This string of constant let-downs does take a psycological toll on a person, I know that it has on me. I can't pinpoint exactly what my problem is, but I do know that I have one... But that's off-topic though.
This entry is about one of the things that I see turning around - My website. This might seem like nothing to other people, but to me this is a way of life. I got my first stellar review from my friend Christine today, she said it was "off the hook". I can't tell you how my face lit up when I heard her say that. The message boards are generating a little more posts (nothing big though) but little by little I can see it building.
New flyers are in the works for the site, but that's going to have to take place tomorrow because right now, I'm not in the mood.
And another thing.... MARTIN SARGENT IS COMING BACK TO TECHTV!!!!!!!!! This has to be the greatest turnaround ever. Ever since he was taken away from me, I was never the same again. Oh, this is who i'm talking about. ->
My life is almost complete.
Take for example my mom. I love her to death, God knows I do, but lately it's been getting very hard to saw that sentence. She always promises things she can't deliver. Ever since I was a little boy, she would promise certain things that I know she just won't do or get for me. Even till today this remains the case, but it's getting worse. I dosen't help that my father isn't around to lend a helping hand when needed. This string of constant let-downs does take a psycological toll on a person, I know that it has on me. I can't pinpoint exactly what my problem is, but I do know that I have one... But that's off-topic though.
This entry is about one of the things that I see turning around - My website. This might seem like nothing to other people, but to me this is a way of life. I got my first stellar review from my friend Christine today, she said it was "off the hook". I can't tell you how my face lit up when I heard her say that. The message boards are generating a little more posts (nothing big though) but little by little I can see it building.
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New flyers are in the works for the site, but that's going to have to take place tomorrow because right now, I'm not in the mood.
And another thing.... MARTIN SARGENT IS COMING BACK TO TECHTV!!!!!!!!! This has to be the greatest turnaround ever. Ever since he was taken away from me, I was never the same again. Oh, this is who i'm talking about. ->
My life is almost complete.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Yet Another Day
Yet another day has gone by oh so slowly.
- The site is almost completely revamped so its a little bit of stress off my mind.
- My friend from my primary school decided to let me bocome an affiliate on his site and print out some flyers for my site so at least my site is going to get a little more publicity.
- While I was writing this, my friend Uttam (oo-tam) (top) turned 16. (look at him... wondering
where all those years went).
Right now, I'm thinking about how I'm going to run my new show (Kevin Sternum) when school opens. it's gonna be tight! Right now, with the options and tools I have available to me, the show sounds like a sure bust but things usually pull through. All I have is:
- Digital camera
- 3 Guests
- Empty Classrom
- 1 Cameraman
- Possible 6 person audience.
Nice start tools eh?
I also found out today that my math lessons with Mr. Knights have moved to Fridays and Saturdays. Do you know what it is like to get up on a Saturday morning to go and see that man?! When I found this out today, I felt like my mom told me that I had aids. I started to feel sick.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Casual Friady Immitation
I was thinkin, what if I shortened the entries in my blog to small points just like how The Casual Friday owner does his, then I thought, maybe i'll do it like that when my day has more than 2 events in it. For now i'll just drag out the one exciting event that happened in my day, in an effort to make my life seem more intersting and complex.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Pesky FWD:
Have you ever gotten one of those emails from your friends that has the subject line "FWD: ", and at the end of the email it says some rediculous crap like "you have been DEATHWISHED" or "Foward this to X amount of people and XXX will happen..."? Well in case you haven't, I have, I've been getting emails like that since I started using Hotmail 4 yrs ago! It gets really freaking annoying!
Every time I go to check my inbox because I see 42 new messages, I have to plough through endless chainletter after chainletter to get to my newsletters and actual funny messages. This is really hurtful, it's like getting spammed from your friends. I have a good mind to let my hotmail address fill up and give my gmail address to select people. Really select, like 2 people or something. I already updated my newsletter subscriptions to have my newsletters sent to my gmail instead.
Another ting that disturbs me is the above mentioned Deathwished line. What the hell is that really supposed to mean? Why the hell are you wishing death on me after a love chainletter.
People fail to realise that I am an experienced programmer and all around computer guy and that I know that an email message is nothing more that a set of characters and images. It can't control one shit in your life!!!! It will not make Halle Berry like you, it will not give you bad luck, it will not do anything besides waste your time.
In closing, if you got a funny email that you think is worth forwarding, do it, but if you get a chainletter, delete it. All it does is frustrate people like me.
Every time I go to check my inbox because I see 42 new messages, I have to plough through endless chainletter after chainletter to get to my newsletters and actual funny messages. This is really hurtful, it's like getting spammed from your friends. I have a good mind to let my hotmail address fill up and give my gmail address to select people. Really select, like 2 people or something. I already updated my newsletter subscriptions to have my newsletters sent to my gmail instead.
Another ting that disturbs me is the above mentioned Deathwished line. What the hell is that really supposed to mean? Why the hell are you wishing death on me after a love chainletter.
People fail to realise that I am an experienced programmer and all around computer guy and that I know that an email message is nothing more that a set of characters and images. It can't control one shit in your life!!!! It will not make Halle Berry like you, it will not give you bad luck, it will not do anything besides waste your time.
In closing, if you got a funny email that you think is worth forwarding, do it, but if you get a chainletter, delete it. All it does is frustrate people like me.
Friday, August 12, 2005
It Was a Good Day
Last night my mom brought home some food for me to eat, it was good food except the rice was spoilt. I ate the rice anyway, boy, what a mistake.
I woke up this mornning at about 11:30 after going to bed about 4:30 so mistake #2, not enough sleep.
I brushed by teeth and headed straight for the computer, mistake #3 no breakfast.
5 mins into fixing up the content on my new site, I got a migrane, now I started to panic. I stopped working and I took a Panadine and a Syndol tablet to stop the pain. Mistake #4, Mixing medications.
By now the migrane was almost at its peak so I went to lie down and try to recover some hours of sleep to see if that would stop the headache. As I turned over on my stomach I felt a sharp pain in my diaphragm area (the stale rice was beginning to work its magic).
I put some bitters in hot water to see if that would move the gas. Being desparate for relief, I drank the mixture when it was still boiling and scorched the whole inside of my mouth. Mistake #5.
Kneeways, I put it in front of the fan to cool for a little while and then I drank it down, or so i thought. On my first mouthful's way down, it met some angry stomach muscles and came flying back up, some on my mother's carpet. This cycle continued until half the cup was empty. Finally my first long hard belch.
I threw away the rest and went to lie down. I slep for about 4 - 5 hrs.
When I woke up, I got an angry call from my mother saying that she was trying to get me all day and my phone was off (i also unplugged the phone in my bedroom). On top of that now, I had to go and get something to eat at Bos Burgers.
*************this is where the good day came in*************
The line was long, it was cold and it was about to rain. Right before I reached the counter some old man decided to order 5 large burgers and a large portion of fries. I could not help the long, dreary sigh that came from the depths of my empty somach. This meant that I would have to wait a hell-of-a-lot-of-time longer than I would have had to. How could you come to a fast food outlet on a crouded day and order a family meal? HOW???!!!! Rediculous assholes!!!!
I placed my order and waited for my number to call. My number was #25. #16 called, #23, #26, #27, #32... As I was about to ask back for my money, "#25" yelled the salesperson. I snatched the bag, handed her my chit and fled. On my way to catch a taxi back home, I realised that they got the orders mixed up, I got 2 large burgers with everything that I wanted on them! (instead of my 1 burger and a small portion of fries)
I said to myself "This is too good to be true! What a steal of a deal! What a bargain!" I scampered to the nearest taxi with a bright smile on my face, all the while looking back, making sure that none of the Bos Burger staff was coming looking for me. I satdown, still grinning at my achievement and then it happend. The maxi stopped to let out 2 old people and pick up a fat man right in front of Bos Burgers! I clenched my fists and hid behind the tinted glass so sthat none of the staff could see me (as if they would have realised that they mixed up an order already). Anyway, the maxi completed it passenger transaction and continued along its way.
When I was in clear distance of Bos Burgers, I stuck my face out the windows and whisperd "Today was a good day."
I woke up this mornning at about 11:30 after going to bed about 4:30 so mistake #2, not enough sleep.
I brushed by teeth and headed straight for the computer, mistake #3 no breakfast.
5 mins into fixing up the content on my new site, I got a migrane, now I started to panic. I stopped working and I took a Panadine and a Syndol tablet to stop the pain. Mistake #4, Mixing medications.
By now the migrane was almost at its peak so I went to lie down and try to recover some hours of sleep to see if that would stop the headache. As I turned over on my stomach I felt a sharp pain in my diaphragm area (the stale rice was beginning to work its magic).
I put some bitters in hot water to see if that would move the gas. Being desparate for relief, I drank the mixture when it was still boiling and scorched the whole inside of my mouth. Mistake #5.
Kneeways, I put it in front of the fan to cool for a little while and then I drank it down, or so i thought. On my first mouthful's way down, it met some angry stomach muscles and came flying back up, some on my mother's carpet. This cycle continued until half the cup was empty. Finally my first long hard belch.
I threw away the rest and went to lie down. I slep for about 4 - 5 hrs.
When I woke up, I got an angry call from my mother saying that she was trying to get me all day and my phone was off (i also unplugged the phone in my bedroom). On top of that now, I had to go and get something to eat at Bos Burgers.
*************this is where the good day came in*************
The line was long, it was cold and it was about to rain. Right before I reached the counter some old man decided to order 5 large burgers and a large portion of fries. I could not help the long, dreary sigh that came from the depths of my empty somach. This meant that I would have to wait a hell-of-a-lot-of-time longer than I would have had to. How could you come to a fast food outlet on a crouded day and order a family meal? HOW???!!!! Rediculous assholes!!!!
I placed my order and waited for my number to call. My number was #25. #16 called, #23, #26, #27, #32... As I was about to ask back for my money, "#25" yelled the salesperson. I snatched the bag, handed her my chit and fled. On my way to catch a taxi back home, I realised that they got the orders mixed up, I got 2 large burgers with everything that I wanted on them! (instead of my 1 burger and a small portion of fries)
I said to myself "This is too good to be true! What a steal of a deal! What a bargain!" I scampered to the nearest taxi with a bright smile on my face, all the while looking back, making sure that none of the Bos Burger staff was coming looking for me. I satdown, still grinning at my achievement and then it happend. The maxi stopped to let out 2 old people and pick up a fat man right in front of Bos Burgers! I clenched my fists and hid behind the tinted glass so sthat none of the staff could see me (as if they would have realised that they mixed up an order already). Anyway, the maxi completed it passenger transaction and continued along its way.
When I was in clear distance of Bos Burgers, I stuck my face out the windows and whisperd "Today was a good day."
Up Late
Up very late and i'm just finishing this new web site. I've decided to sever all ties with the Freewebs and SaveFile hosts and combine the services of Atspace, Yahoo and Imagecave. They seem to be doing a better job. Yeah it's three different addresses I'll have to remember but it'll pay off in the long run.
I just sent the inform email to my friends and i'm waiting for results. Geese, it's really hard to get support from these guys sometimes, especially if it's something that we don't share the same liking for. i'd be lying if I said all of them, my friends Justin (Solo), Nikoli, Sophia, Rondell, Adanna and Gabriel are always suppportive. Rain or shine you can always find them there, cheering me on. Shit like that makes me want to continue what I do, it gives me inspiration.
The above mentioned people are who I would call my brothers and sisters.
Everytime I get one job done, I begin thinking of the next, even if the next job isn't neccessary, thus the title Always Thinking. Right now I'm thinking of doing over all the pages using the Web Page Maker v2 program. We'll see later when I get up.
I just sent the inform email to my friends and i'm waiting for results. Geese, it's really hard to get support from these guys sometimes, especially if it's something that we don't share the same liking for. i'd be lying if I said all of them, my friends Justin (Solo), Nikoli, Sophia, Rondell, Adanna and Gabriel are always suppportive. Rain or shine you can always find them there, cheering me on. Shit like that makes me want to continue what I do, it gives me inspiration.
The above mentioned people are who I would call my brothers and sisters.
Everytime I get one job done, I begin thinking of the next, even if the next job isn't neccessary, thus the title Always Thinking. Right now I'm thinking of doing over all the pages using the Web Page Maker v2 program. We'll see later when I get up.
Web Woes
Have you ever tried putting up a website and maintining it? It is by far one of the most stressful things you could ever do. Everytime you find a nice trial program, they always disable the feature you want the most or they come with some really lame effects and shit. Anyways, my new site is almost finished, just need a flash navigation bar. it's the same content, just with a new interface.
Another problem i'm facing is that i'm a fast typer and I could never seem to hold the Shift key down long enough to get a capital letter, so my name is alwas spelt like this: kevin. It really gets frustrating when I reach the end of an article and I realise that there are common letters everywhere, just like lumps of undissolved milk in your tea.
I finally got the message board with the "reply notification" feature, now all I need is traffic.
Another problem i'm facing is that i'm a fast typer and I could never seem to hold the Shift key down long enough to get a capital letter, so my name is alwas spelt like this: kevin. It really gets frustrating when I reach the end of an article and I realise that there are common letters everywhere, just like lumps of undissolved milk in your tea.
I finally got the message board with the "reply notification" feature, now all I need is traffic.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
White man in South Central
I live in Trinidad right, it's a nice country except for the rampant crime but anywho, me and my buddy justin seem to be the only people in this whole country who watch G4TV. You ask anybody on the street what version of DirectX they have and they'll say "What's that? Do you mean Direct XXX?"
We are really like white men in South Central - most likely to get shot because people don't really know what we're about.
We are the only kids down here who know VB6, watched G-Phoria, can mod a PS2 and can still get it poppin with the ladies.
Oh and just for you people who created Malibu Passion fruit rum:
1. We caribbeans DO take life as seriously as the rest of the world
2. Nobody down here is named "Hercules"
3. We do not have chickens and other wildlife running round in our living rooms
4. We know about benzes and shit, most of us have them
5. We have paved roads
6. We do not look that greasy
7. Computers and basically everything you enjoy in the states is enjoyed down here besides snow, Circuit City, DSL and Micheal Jackson.
8. We get up every morning at 6 AM to go to our jobs in a normal office. We do not have street parties and dance along to Destra every day.
9. Some of us are light skinned, like me as you will soon see when I get the digital camera.
10. We do not live on coconuts, dried bread and yard chickens alone.
That last bit had nothing to do with the rest of the post but it was on my chest for the longest while.
We are really like white men in South Central - most likely to get shot because people don't really know what we're about.
We are the only kids down here who know VB6, watched G-Phoria, can mod a PS2 and can still get it poppin with the ladies.
Oh and just for you people who created Malibu Passion fruit rum:
1. We caribbeans DO take life as seriously as the rest of the world
2. Nobody down here is named "Hercules"
3. We do not have chickens and other wildlife running round in our living rooms
4. We know about benzes and shit, most of us have them
5. We have paved roads
6. We do not look that greasy
7. Computers and basically everything you enjoy in the states is enjoyed down here besides snow, Circuit City, DSL and Micheal Jackson.
8. We get up every morning at 6 AM to go to our jobs in a normal office. We do not have street parties and dance along to Destra every day.
9. Some of us are light skinned, like me as you will soon see when I get the digital camera.
10. We do not live on coconuts, dried bread and yard chickens alone.
That last bit had nothing to do with the rest of the post but it was on my chest for the longest while.
Stupid Saturdays
Geese! Getting a little nokie on the weekend is getting even harder, these girls are so picky and damn sensitive. I mean, the other day I was talking to this chick and I accidentally glanced down at her boobs for about 2 seconds and she called me a perv and walked away, what gives??!!
Anyways, when life gives you lemons, you chunk it up, stand tall and go play a little San Andreas with the "Hot Coffee" mod.
By the way, here's my website - http://www.dsheep.cjb.net
Anyways, when life gives you lemons, you chunk it up, stand tall and go play a little San Andreas with the "Hot Coffee" mod.
By the way, here's my website - http://www.dsheep.cjb.net
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